So yesterday was great. Well at least the end of my day was! Class, eat, sleep, work the regular schedule for me. One highlight of my day i had an interview with this student organization on my campus. During the interview I felt so attacked by the other students who were asking me all the questions. When I saw this verbal attack starting to come my way, I sat straight shoulders back and put my verbal guards up!!! Then at the end of my interview they had the nerve to tell me I interview great I just seemed defensive the whole time. I wanted to say" Well I felt attacked the whole time!!!!!" But I held my peace and just smiled. Needless to say I'm not sure if they will let me into their organization. Honestly it doesn't matter either way!!!
But my night wasn't all bad.... On my way to the car a guy called my name and I turned around to be greeted by a young man with a big smile. It was the guy Ive been crushing on that goes to my church. We talked briefly then I walked away. I'm not sure how old he is but I would like to hang out with him to find out more information.
The highlight of my night was after choir practice. My wonderful church family , just the college students, had church. I love worshipping GOD. Its the best feeling in the world. Better then sex, drugs, drinking, anything!!!! Just being in His spirit. Its great!!!!
Falling in love with Jesus more and more everyday
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
IM BACK
Hey guys I know its been a while since I wrote but I was on spring break. The WORST one EVER!!!!!!!! This guy i use to talk to asked me to go with him but the whole time I was there, allow with another couple who were no longer seeing each other, he was texting some other girl. How do I know this? I looked in his phone!! Yes I know it was very wrong of me to do but I'm glad I did. SO long story short the trip had its good moments and its bad. More bad than good tho!
Well I do have a new interest! Its nothing serious right now. We were simply friends trying to get to know each other see if we can build our friendship into something more. With any guy that I date or get to know better my #1 requirement is that he is saved and born again Christian, living by the holy word of GOD. So far he has shown me that he is living a righteous until yesterday. I went to his school to see my old brothers and he came to the area in which I was at. I saw he was listening to his ipod so I asked him what he was listening to while taking one of the ear phones out of his ear and heard a non gospel song. Now I have not judging anyone. I myself still have a few non gospel songs on my ipod. I guess I expected more from him. Other than that I do like him. I'm not sure if it will go pasted friendship tho. I will leave it in Gods hand.
People always think you need a lot of friends to enjoy life. But honestly you just need a few good and loyal friends. I have only three girls at my school I can truly call friend. They have my back and always look out for me. And you know I do the same. Its like my own little family. I cant forget about my wonderful brothers. I love them to life allow with my girls at my school.
Life is great!!!! God has truly been good to me. I might not have everything I want but He has given me everything I need. He is my everything and I'm so glad I decided to life for me. Some people ask me do I feel like I'm missing out. Of course not!!! I have never been so happy, have so much joy since Jesus came into my life.
I love my new life!!!!!!!
Well I do have a new interest! Its nothing serious right now. We were simply friends trying to get to know each other see if we can build our friendship into something more. With any guy that I date or get to know better my #1 requirement is that he is saved and born again Christian, living by the holy word of GOD. So far he has shown me that he is living a righteous until yesterday. I went to his school to see my old brothers and he came to the area in which I was at. I saw he was listening to his ipod so I asked him what he was listening to while taking one of the ear phones out of his ear and heard a non gospel song. Now I have not judging anyone. I myself still have a few non gospel songs on my ipod. I guess I expected more from him. Other than that I do like him. I'm not sure if it will go pasted friendship tho. I will leave it in Gods hand.
People always think you need a lot of friends to enjoy life. But honestly you just need a few good and loyal friends. I have only three girls at my school I can truly call friend. They have my back and always look out for me. And you know I do the same. Its like my own little family. I cant forget about my wonderful brothers. I love them to life allow with my girls at my school.
Life is great!!!! God has truly been good to me. I might not have everything I want but He has given me everything I need. He is my everything and I'm so glad I decided to life for me. Some people ask me do I feel like I'm missing out. Of course not!!! I have never been so happy, have so much joy since Jesus came into my life.
I love my new life!!!!!!!
Monday, March 15, 2010
QUESTIONS!!!!!
I have decided to abandoned original outline to try something new. As I went through my day I had a few questions that came to mind. I don't want you guys to think I don't have friends, I do. But in between them telling me their problems and trying to help them out I forget to even ask my questions. So I have decided to throw my a few of my questions out there to see if I can get some answers, if anyone is even reading this!
1. Why are parents so noise?? I understand as parents it is your duty to make sure we are doing the right things but where is the trust? The truth and faith in knowing you have raised a wonderful child that is developing into their own person.
2. What is love? Its a word used so much in life but no one has a solid answer for the definition of it. Some say it a choice others say its a feeling? So is love something I choose to do or an emotion I feel when I'm around or away from someone??
3. If you invite someone on a trip, shouldn't you make sure they have everything they need such as rides to meet up with you or a ride to get back there? Am I wrong for getting mad at my "friend" for telling me "I don't know how you will get back to school" when he was the one that invited me on this trip??
4. Does it make sense that if someone does not share the same morals and believes you do that there is no reason in dating them?? I'm a Christian love the Lord with all my heart why would I date someone that doesn't love the Lord as much as I do???
I don't want to ask too many questions so I think that enough for now. Think these are great one and would love some feedback....
hit me back and be as honest as possible...
Much love,
1. Why are parents so noise?? I understand as parents it is your duty to make sure we are doing the right things but where is the trust? The truth and faith in knowing you have raised a wonderful child that is developing into their own person.
2. What is love? Its a word used so much in life but no one has a solid answer for the definition of it. Some say it a choice others say its a feeling? So is love something I choose to do or an emotion I feel when I'm around or away from someone??
3. If you invite someone on a trip, shouldn't you make sure they have everything they need such as rides to meet up with you or a ride to get back there? Am I wrong for getting mad at my "friend" for telling me "I don't know how you will get back to school" when he was the one that invited me on this trip??
4. Does it make sense that if someone does not share the same morals and believes you do that there is no reason in dating them?? I'm a Christian love the Lord with all my heart why would I date someone that doesn't love the Lord as much as I do???
I don't want to ask too many questions so I think that enough for now. Think these are great one and would love some feedback....
hit me back and be as honest as possible...
Much love,
Sunday, March 14, 2010
.......
Today was much better from yesterday!! Woke up , pretty upset we lost an hour, got dressed to go to my favorite place in the world, Church. Usually on Sundays I attend my wonderful church but since I'm visiting my mother we went to hers and I received a word from the Lord. It was great!! After church came home took a nap then mother and I went to dinner. Never been to this place but it was really nice.
Really don't have much to say tonight...
Parents enjoy every stage of your teens life. Enjoy every hair cut, hair color, every boyfriend/girlfriend. Help them learn from every decision they make.
much love,
Jesus is the only answer
Really don't have much to say tonight...
Parents enjoy every stage of your teens life. Enjoy every hair cut, hair color, every boyfriend/girlfriend. Help them learn from every decision they make.
much love,
Jesus is the only answer
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Words...
Today was a very interesting day. Started with a wake up call from my overall excited mother, attended a Women's Meeting at my mother's church, went to the scrapbook store which seemed to become my mother's earthly heaven, spend three hours surrounded by mid-aged women who enjoy matching different pretty paper together and putting family pictures on it. After that enjoyed a hour of down time only to get back on the road for a trip to the movies. the climax of my night was my mother telling me I embarrass her because of how I look.
Parents please please PLEASE watch what you say and how you say it to your teens. Some times it is your words that are hurtful and other times its the way you say it. You could be saying the very thing we need to hear but if your delivery is wrong they will never receive the main message. I love my mother with all my heart but it hurts me hoe she talks to me sometimes. I have learned to tune her out when she started her verbal attacks.
Live and Love. If no one loves you love yourself. Tell yourself how beautiful and wonderful you are. My prayer for tonight is that we all find our self-worthy in Jesus Christ.
Much Love,
words hurt
Parents please please PLEASE watch what you say and how you say it to your teens. Some times it is your words that are hurtful and other times its the way you say it. You could be saying the very thing we need to hear but if your delivery is wrong they will never receive the main message. I love my mother with all my heart but it hurts me hoe she talks to me sometimes. I have learned to tune her out when she started her verbal attacks.
Live and Love. If no one loves you love yourself. Tell yourself how beautiful and wonderful you are. My prayer for tonight is that we all find our self-worthy in Jesus Christ.
Much Love,
words hurt
Friday, March 12, 2010
Day One
BLOG #1
While seating in my mother's scrapbook room watching Julie and Julia I got this great idea to start a blog. A blog discussion my life as a second year college student dealing with personal, emotional, physical, life- changing events. As I adventure through these life influenting events I hope it is helpful to parents and other college students alike while adding a sense of sarcasms and excitement to your life.
Well today started my spring break. My wonderful mother, who recently moved to Greensboro a year after my acceptance to college in Raleigh, (an hour away) came to get me for a few days of girl time at her house. The day started with a half-an-hour drive towards Greensboro but after being drawn in by a make-up outlet sign we were forced to make a pit stop. An hour and $40 poorer we continued our journey home but not before stopping at the my favorite place to shop, Walmart, every college student's dream. Now I found myself alone seating in my mother's scarp room watching this extremely funny movie, Julie and Julia waiting on my mother's return from the scrapbook store.
I look back on my trouble years, which we as young teenagers all have them, and I see how much turmoil I put her through. I'm grateful for her unconditional love towards me and never giving up on me. If it wasn't for God and my mother being so hard on me I wouldn't be developing into the young woman I am today. So parents continue to be hard on your teens and teens be grateful that they care. Take everything problem and trail that comes as a potters hand forming the clay,you, to mold you into the best person you can be. Go through it learn from it.
Well tomorrow brings a new day with new adventures, will keep you posted. But until then my God keep you allow His face to shine upon.
Much love,
While seating in my mother's scrapbook room watching Julie and Julia I got this great idea to start a blog. A blog discussion my life as a second year college student dealing with personal, emotional, physical, life- changing events. As I adventure through these life influenting events I hope it is helpful to parents and other college students alike while adding a sense of sarcasms and excitement to your life.
Well today started my spring break. My wonderful mother, who recently moved to Greensboro a year after my acceptance to college in Raleigh, (an hour away) came to get me for a few days of girl time at her house. The day started with a half-an-hour drive towards Greensboro but after being drawn in by a make-up outlet sign we were forced to make a pit stop. An hour and $40 poorer we continued our journey home but not before stopping at the my favorite place to shop, Walmart, every college student's dream. Now I found myself alone seating in my mother's scarp room watching this extremely funny movie, Julie and Julia waiting on my mother's return from the scrapbook store.
I look back on my trouble years, which we as young teenagers all have them, and I see how much turmoil I put her through. I'm grateful for her unconditional love towards me and never giving up on me. If it wasn't for God and my mother being so hard on me I wouldn't be developing into the young woman I am today. So parents continue to be hard on your teens and teens be grateful that they care. Take everything problem and trail that comes as a potters hand forming the clay,you, to mold you into the best person you can be. Go through it learn from it.
Well tomorrow brings a new day with new adventures, will keep you posted. But until then my God keep you allow His face to shine upon.
Much love,
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